A prayer unanswered ?

 I am not sure what outweighs a prayer. Is it the expectation and faith for the prayer to be answered or recognition of a father who does things and knows what is best for us? Sometimes we have so much expectation in prayer that at times an unanswered prayer tears us down. Is it because we really dont believe deep within that everything that happens does happen because God allows it ?

Would we need prayers to be answered even if it is not God's will? I still search within if i have prayed a prayer that way ? Was it wrong ?

When we pray we pray cause we need it to be answered. What do you do when it does not happen ? Question God  and throw ourself into a pit of doubt and neagitivity? Or try to take comfort in the fact that God allowed it to happen ? 


Sometimes its better to trust that to expect.

We prayed much, did all we could yet the outcome was not what one could hope for. Its hard to comfort and much truth is no man or woman can comfort a loss of someone so dear.

How things of future are going to be can not be said. But you can decide with whom the things of future must reside.

I pray that the comforthing presence and providence of God will strengthen each and every heart.

One can never really choose to hold on to what God has given.Sometimes life is short and when it winds down have you made that one chance count ? the chance to smile and make a difference ! the chance to forgive !

I would probably turn back to this entry just to remind myself of how important every second of our life is.We need to trust in God and take things as it comes to us not questioning the author but trusting in the perfector.

“God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.”

God bless

Do we value ?

Harshi , A 19 year girl old girl who had great dreams and pursued animation classes at SAE Dubai had a tweet entry that read as below

 "At the airport and blah =_= Only thing to look forward to is the rain."

that entry remains the same .... it will continue to remain the same ..

do i know her?? Is that twitter feed special ??"  My answer quite frankly would be NO followed by YES. I have never known Harshi . and i will never get to know her . But that twitter feed burns me ..

Unfortunately rains never wet her cheeks but instead tears would have .

 Even if i havent known her, seen her or heard her . But for some reason untold i break down within. She never knew that it would be her last twitter feed . She never thought her trip to mangalore would end her dreams .She never knew that it was the last time she would see her friends.  She has got none to blame . In short she never saw it coming .

Boarding the Dubai-Manglore Air india Plane to attend her cousins marriage . She looked much forward to the rains .She couldn't ....

Life is sad when breath leaves only never to return back . It shocks me to know how granted i take things. Be it a simple ride back home or a journey across the seas . None can guarantee existence .

Its just a thought !! Do we value each second of our life ? I dont know whats in-store for me tomorrow.
But as said

 Tomorrow is future , Yesterday was past but today ?? it is a present . A gift that is given to you and you ought to be thankful for  it 

I cant find more words to add ..
God Bless You ALL

Power of Prayer

For some yesterday the 30/03/2010 was just one day that went by .. and if not for what i have to say .. it would have been the same for me as well .. But i am thankful it was not so .. God had different plans for that Tuesday. a plan of hope for my darkness .. over the last couple of weeks i was so tormented deep down.. fighting a battle of hope .. Didn't know whom to share things with rather didn't want to share what i was going through to the anyone in the world.. On 29/03.2010 unplanned, someway, somehow i found some time in an usual conversation with mom and somehow my worries just came out from my mouth . Not that i felt any better sharing it with others for i had caved it all deep in myself .. prob like a turtle in its shell .. Its true that a mothers knows a sons heart and i know as she would sleep all she would do is pray for me all night long. i felt helpless but to let go but in all i knew My God was ALL KNOWING and held onto his promises . i went to bed thinking over all i had done for him in my life . praying and saying it out to God that i needed some sign because i found things getting difficult . i was lying down but i couldn't sleep .As time went by my brother came and slept beside .he brushed my hair probably cause he thought i was sleeping. I liked it like many do and didnt want him to stop . after a while i could hear him weeping .. i didn't turn to him cause i couldn't face him .. I knew those were tears of prayers. soon my heart was even more burdened and i felt so torn in knowing he was worried for me . tears ran down my cheek and i offered my cries to Jesus .I dont know when i slept .. all i knew was finding it difficult to find words to frame a prayer .. all i did was lay it down before God .. 

Yesterday i recieved two calls for interview . one from the company that said "Sorry we selected another " they wanted to invite me for a second interview and another for an organization that will be a dream for anyone..nothing is yet clear and laid down ..But i am sure its God who worked amidst all the impossibilites to open a door of hope . I dont know how much more i must thank God .. But trust me folks when you are on the verge of losing hope still dont give up .. Because its God who framed time and he holds you up when you have given all you have to him .. Prayer is something that words cant define its a source to tap in to the outer realm .. So dont give up even if your body and mind says to ... find strength in God