Wondering who you are?

You could have people, parents, friends, relatives just pouring out on how inept you are. They go ahead and benchmark you with others. They say how you havent reached thier expectations.

Are you gonna drink in all that sorrow ands say to yourself what they assume you are? Are we going to gauge ourselves with the failures and losses that we have had?

Let us be clear and draw a line on that its definately not our failures, weekness and inabilities that define us. And even more let us not dwell on how and what others define us on. If you ever want someone to define you then stop to pin your ears back only to God and to how he wants to define you.

We must realize that our clarity comes from our very inner self, and that if being Gods then we are being defined inward out. Cause we now trust in God's definition of us and that is the small seed that God has planted in you and he wants that to grow within you.

But again that is not going to sprout and grow into a tree in a day. It’s on how you water and nourish it and the growth will in due course come.If we sit and dwell on others expectation we are falling short of God's purpose in us.


And no matter how broken hurt or drowntrodden we are this capacity for growth, excellence and realization remains within us.

For this power comes from the fact that we were created in the image and likeness of God. And that is irrevocable and intamperable.

I and you need to start defining ourselves in a new perspective, one that stops summing ourselves by the opinion of the world and start seeing ourselves as God sees us.Cause we are precious. We are beautiful. We are his perfection

God wants us to be exceptional men and women, which progression starts when we stop summing ourselves with negativity and looking for aid from a creator.
And when we raise our hands for assistance, we will see God’s hand reaching out to us. Soon you will find all that neagtitvity you been feeding on is being washed by his aura of peace, love and warmth. All those become soon dying shadows in his radiating presence.

You are meant to be as awesome as you are. And none can take that away from you.Not even you.

God bless ya mate.

A prayer unanswered ?

 I am not sure what outweighs a prayer. Is it the expectation and faith for the prayer to be answered or recognition of a father who does things and knows what is best for us? Sometimes we have so much expectation in prayer that at times an unanswered prayer tears us down. Is it because we really dont believe deep within that everything that happens does happen because God allows it ?

Would we need prayers to be answered even if it is not God's will? I still search within if i have prayed a prayer that way ? Was it wrong ?

When we pray we pray cause we need it to be answered. What do you do when it does not happen ? Question God  and throw ourself into a pit of doubt and neagitivity? Or try to take comfort in the fact that God allowed it to happen ? 


Sometimes its better to trust that to expect.

We prayed much, did all we could yet the outcome was not what one could hope for. Its hard to comfort and much truth is no man or woman can comfort a loss of someone so dear.

How things of future are going to be can not be said. But you can decide with whom the things of future must reside.

I pray that the comforthing presence and providence of God will strengthen each and every heart.

One can never really choose to hold on to what God has given.Sometimes life is short and when it winds down have you made that one chance count ? the chance to smile and make a difference ! the chance to forgive !

I would probably turn back to this entry just to remind myself of how important every second of our life is.We need to trust in God and take things as it comes to us not questioning the author but trusting in the perfector.

“God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.”

God bless

Don't feel in place ?

There would have been those times in life where you would have felt like the 'odd one out' . Times in your life where you just know that your not in the right space and time continuum . Where you might have said " Gash ! a bad day to wake up to ! "  and if you haven't gone through any of that ... quite ain't livin yet !  huh mate ? ...

     There been times in my life  where i just didn't know where to fit into. When things for others were falling in place and when i mean 'in place' . its "perfect place"  and your stuck up like a square peg in round hole. And 9/10 i would feel you been through that . Its in these moments that you need a caring hand or shoulder . Friends, family can do their part but they will never get the whole picture of your life.  Time will space friends,  time will space family but you to a greater extend need someone who formed time . I am not sure being a Believer eased things for me on the contrary i always had to kick the extra stone off my path. 

       But when i say " It sure helped me" . I mean it so much from my heart, you can run down gallons of tears talking to your friend or family and still find helpless. But it is fascinating and 'out of the world' thing when one tear shed just shatters barriers to reach your Heavenly father.Don't get me wrong but I am not talking of abilities of people 'who wear white and black and have the Bible rigged up their chest'. I am talking of a you and me. A person who is no different. God just loves soo soo much . He formed you to fit into something perfect.

If you would look onto a jigsaw puzzle they all have identical shaped ones. But it so doesn't mean that placing them in random 'goes-along' places makes the picture complete or what it is meant to be . Your perfect and meant to fit someplace where God designed and perfected you for. All you need to do is ask God to carry you to your place and wait on him. No matter what people say . You are perfectly made  

Psalm 40:5 Many, O LORD my God, are the wonders which You have done, And Your thoughts toward us; There is none to compare with You. If I would declare and speak of them, They would be too numerous to count.

 Let him carry you and set your life complete . Its alright to not feel in place ,once you know your in His hands. Because he sees the perfect picture .. and it is complete only with you and me in our "own" places .

Hold on .. He is coming to carry you to your place . God bless

Do we value ?

Harshi , A 19 year girl old girl who had great dreams and pursued animation classes at SAE Dubai had a tweet entry that read as below

 "At the airport and blah =_= Only thing to look forward to is the rain."

that entry remains the same .... it will continue to remain the same ..

do i know her?? Is that twitter feed special ??"  My answer quite frankly would be NO followed by YES. I have never known Harshi . and i will never get to know her . But that twitter feed burns me ..

Unfortunately rains never wet her cheeks but instead tears would have .

 Even if i havent known her, seen her or heard her . But for some reason untold i break down within. She never knew that it would be her last twitter feed . She never thought her trip to mangalore would end her dreams .She never knew that it was the last time she would see her friends.  She has got none to blame . In short she never saw it coming .

Boarding the Dubai-Manglore Air india Plane to attend her cousins marriage . She looked much forward to the rains .She couldn't ....

Life is sad when breath leaves only never to return back . It shocks me to know how granted i take things. Be it a simple ride back home or a journey across the seas . None can guarantee existence .

Its just a thought !! Do we value each second of our life ? I dont know whats in-store for me tomorrow.
But as said

 Tomorrow is future , Yesterday was past but today ?? it is a present . A gift that is given to you and you ought to be thankful for  it 

I cant find more words to add ..
God Bless You ALL

Power of Prayer

For some yesterday the 30/03/2010 was just one day that went by .. and if not for what i have to say .. it would have been the same for me as well .. But i am thankful it was not so .. God had different plans for that Tuesday. a plan of hope for my darkness .. over the last couple of weeks i was so tormented deep down.. fighting a battle of hope .. Didn't know whom to share things with rather didn't want to share what i was going through to the anyone in the world.. On 29/03.2010 unplanned, someway, somehow i found some time in an usual conversation with mom and somehow my worries just came out from my mouth . Not that i felt any better sharing it with others for i had caved it all deep in myself .. prob like a turtle in its shell .. Its true that a mothers knows a sons heart and i know as she would sleep all she would do is pray for me all night long. i felt helpless but to let go but in all i knew My God was ALL KNOWING and held onto his promises . i went to bed thinking over all i had done for him in my life . praying and saying it out to God that i needed some sign because i found things getting difficult . i was lying down but i couldn't sleep .As time went by my brother came and slept beside .he brushed my hair probably cause he thought i was sleeping. I liked it like many do and didnt want him to stop . after a while i could hear him weeping .. i didn't turn to him cause i couldn't face him .. I knew those were tears of prayers. soon my heart was even more burdened and i felt so torn in knowing he was worried for me . tears ran down my cheek and i offered my cries to Jesus .I dont know when i slept .. all i knew was finding it difficult to find words to frame a prayer .. all i did was lay it down before God .. 

Yesterday i recieved two calls for interview . one from the company that said "Sorry we selected another " they wanted to invite me for a second interview and another for an organization that will be a dream for anyone..nothing is yet clear and laid down ..But i am sure its God who worked amidst all the impossibilites to open a door of hope . I dont know how much more i must thank God .. But trust me folks when you are on the verge of losing hope still dont give up .. Because its God who framed time and he holds you up when you have given all you have to him .. Prayer is something that words cant define its a source to tap in to the outer realm .. So dont give up even if your body and mind says to ... find strength in God