Letter to God

Letter to God .. Simple straight strong thought. kinda sad that it will remain on the shelves of some churches without reaching out to the many. I watched this movie a couple days back and i must say it is one the best ones i have seen. I aint gonna write on it. But just a thought that flickered on my minds after i saw that.
We dont see the small things in life. Because we got ourselves worrying or finding what we need to worry about. But for those who know they have to live with things that cant be changed turn the tables around and smile and thank for the small things in their life that they have to cheer about.
Often these things are so insignificant in our life.We never prayed for them but we have them,We dont even realize how it would have been if not for these small stuffs. The air, the water, the sight, the oxygen. personally i dont remember thanking God for the air with oxygen in it, or the sun for warmth and light it gives. But strikes me that certain people find joy in everything they have even with troubles written over them.
Oh how would it have been if we just learned to live with that heart to thank and find joy in the small things .

Don't feel in place ?

There would have been those times in life where you would have felt like the 'odd one out' . Times in your life where you just know that your not in the right space and time continuum . Where you might have said " Gash ! a bad day to wake up to ! "  and if you haven't gone through any of that ... quite ain't livin yet !  huh mate ? ...

     There been times in my life  where i just didn't know where to fit into. When things for others were falling in place and when i mean 'in place' . its "perfect place"  and your stuck up like a square peg in round hole. And 9/10 i would feel you been through that . Its in these moments that you need a caring hand or shoulder . Friends, family can do their part but they will never get the whole picture of your life.  Time will space friends,  time will space family but you to a greater extend need someone who formed time . I am not sure being a Believer eased things for me on the contrary i always had to kick the extra stone off my path. 

       But when i say " It sure helped me" . I mean it so much from my heart, you can run down gallons of tears talking to your friend or family and still find helpless. But it is fascinating and 'out of the world' thing when one tear shed just shatters barriers to reach your Heavenly father.Don't get me wrong but I am not talking of abilities of people 'who wear white and black and have the Bible rigged up their chest'. I am talking of a you and me. A person who is no different. God just loves soo soo much . He formed you to fit into something perfect.

If you would look onto a jigsaw puzzle they all have identical shaped ones. But it so doesn't mean that placing them in random 'goes-along' places makes the picture complete or what it is meant to be . Your perfect and meant to fit someplace where God designed and perfected you for. All you need to do is ask God to carry you to your place and wait on him. No matter what people say . You are perfectly made  

Psalm 40:5 Many, O LORD my God, are the wonders which You have done, And Your thoughts toward us; There is none to compare with You. If I would declare and speak of them, They would be too numerous to count.

 Let him carry you and set your life complete . Its alright to not feel in place ,once you know your in His hands. Because he sees the perfect picture .. and it is complete only with you and me in our "own" places .

Hold on .. He is coming to carry you to your place . God bless

Be Right Back

Its been around four months since i joined at my workplace. I am grateful to Almighty above for all things and they are getting better and learning a whole new dimension of things.Its been quite sometime since a been putting a start for a blog entry but then wrapped it cause one or the other came in the way .
Is it quite natural for all to forget those breaking times where you would pray from your inner depths for relief and once you sooth into it that relief you kinda unknowingly hold brakes .. Everyday waking up with a determination to stick to righteousness and every night praying for forgiveness and asking for a better tomorrow.
Who is to be blamed. world or me ?? I hope i can change each day towards perfection .
I guess these are the BRB(be right back) times we say to God. And i bet it sure is not pleasing. And this entry is for me to think . To mark something to look back and evaluate .  Hoping to get bloggin away :P

Do we value ?

Harshi , A 19 year girl old girl who had great dreams and pursued animation classes at SAE Dubai had a tweet entry that read as below

 "At the airport and blah =_= Only thing to look forward to is the rain."

that entry remains the same .... it will continue to remain the same ..

do i know her?? Is that twitter feed special ??"  My answer quite frankly would be NO followed by YES. I have never known Harshi . and i will never get to know her . But that twitter feed burns me ..

Unfortunately rains never wet her cheeks but instead tears would have .

 Even if i havent known her, seen her or heard her . But for some reason untold i break down within. She never knew that it would be her last twitter feed . She never thought her trip to mangalore would end her dreams .She never knew that it was the last time she would see her friends.  She has got none to blame . In short she never saw it coming .

Boarding the Dubai-Manglore Air india Plane to attend her cousins marriage . She looked much forward to the rains .She couldn't ....

Life is sad when breath leaves only never to return back . It shocks me to know how granted i take things. Be it a simple ride back home or a journey across the seas . None can guarantee existence .

Its just a thought !! Do we value each second of our life ? I dont know whats in-store for me tomorrow.
But as said

 Tomorrow is future , Yesterday was past but today ?? it is a present . A gift that is given to you and you ought to be thankful for  it 

I cant find more words to add ..
God Bless You ALL

Another year passed by

May 4 .. Another birthday . 04/05/2010 was my 23rd birthday . I thank God for all he has done for the past 23 years ! It would be ideal if  i termed it as a roller coaster ride . Much gained .. Much lost . It was the dual faced coin of life . But through all i learned to look life in a different perspective . To thank God for every situation . To trust in God .
                    There is a lot to look forward too. But sometimes we are too busy clinging on to the door handle of closed doors . Why not jump in thru the open windows ! Crazy as it sounds .. You would never believe so as to how God works in life . Channel your faith trusting on God to work for you and he will definitely work . I am glad that i got the job . In midst of all the negative comments of friends and foes . relatives and strangers . God worked for me . Trust me on this

"The moment you are willing to jump out of the captivity of negativity its then that God's work   starts to manifest in your life "

So you need to pull yourself out of what people say or your circumstances say .. Stand up and reach out to God's work in your life ..

Time is his Perfection

Its been quite sometime since i have been back in here to blog and i guess the reason was cause i was waiting for time to unfold a testimony . After college i came over to UAE to get a job and people flooded my mind with negative frames of how difficult it was to get a job . well leave job alone .. they told even an interview call was impossible . "You need a Job then you need contacts " was the story all had to share . I admit that i was worried but deep down i had faith .

I remember during college placements when everyone around was going from one interview to the next they had possible doors of earning a Job all around . I was moved cause i was not eligible . Its then i remember praying for the first time " God give me a job in the company that interviews me first " I didnt realize how significant it seemed but i meant it and at times i used to keep praying upon it .. After coming here i didnt receive any interview calls . By all means it didnt surprise others but i was expecting something EXTRA ordinary from God .. But  it didnt happen right from the word go .
I took up to fast and the third day an interview call came up .. It meant a lot to me .. I went gave the interview but all that excitement died when they send back a mail after couple of weeks stating that they have chosen another .. This was followed by a week of turmoil within myself thats around mid to later March. .. If you read my previous entries then you would know what i mean ..
God opened doors for me once again and i was called in for a second interview and offered a Job ! All praise and glory be to God .. But now they had problems with issuing a Visa for me cause their visa quota was full .. I was worried but held onto the promises .. "A job in the company that i gave my first interview" . with a day left for me to leave back to india and still no positive news i didnt know what to expect .. But in impossibilities God works and Time is his Perfection .. with hours left for leaving to India . I got ma Employment Visa . Issued a return ticket 2 hours before the aircraft departed and re entered the country the same day !
For God perfects time in his hands .. Your uncertainties is not your worry !! Because He who framed time is willing to PERFECT TIME FOR YOU  .. All glory and Honour to God

Power of Prayer

For some yesterday the 30/03/2010 was just one day that went by .. and if not for what i have to say .. it would have been the same for me as well .. But i am thankful it was not so .. God had different plans for that Tuesday. a plan of hope for my darkness .. over the last couple of weeks i was so tormented deep down.. fighting a battle of hope .. Didn't know whom to share things with rather didn't want to share what i was going through to the anyone in the world.. On 29/03.2010 unplanned, someway, somehow i found some time in an usual conversation with mom and somehow my worries just came out from my mouth . Not that i felt any better sharing it with others for i had caved it all deep in myself .. prob like a turtle in its shell .. Its true that a mothers knows a sons heart and i know as she would sleep all she would do is pray for me all night long. i felt helpless but to let go but in all i knew My God was ALL KNOWING and held onto his promises . i went to bed thinking over all i had done for him in my life . praying and saying it out to God that i needed some sign because i found things getting difficult . i was lying down but i couldn't sleep .As time went by my brother came and slept beside .he brushed my hair probably cause he thought i was sleeping. I liked it like many do and didnt want him to stop . after a while i could hear him weeping .. i didn't turn to him cause i couldn't face him .. I knew those were tears of prayers. soon my heart was even more burdened and i felt so torn in knowing he was worried for me . tears ran down my cheek and i offered my cries to Jesus .I dont know when i slept .. all i knew was finding it difficult to find words to frame a prayer .. all i did was lay it down before God .. 

Yesterday i recieved two calls for interview . one from the company that said "Sorry we selected another " they wanted to invite me for a second interview and another for an organization that will be a dream for anyone..nothing is yet clear and laid down ..But i am sure its God who worked amidst all the impossibilites to open a door of hope . I dont know how much more i must thank God .. But trust me folks when you are on the verge of losing hope still dont give up .. Because its God who framed time and he holds you up when you have given all you have to him .. Prayer is something that words cant define its a source to tap in to the outer realm .. So dont give up even if your body and mind says to ... find strength in God