Do we value ?

Harshi , A 19 year girl old girl who had great dreams and pursued animation classes at SAE Dubai had a tweet entry that read as below

 "At the airport and blah =_= Only thing to look forward to is the rain."

that entry remains the same .... it will continue to remain the same ..

do i know her?? Is that twitter feed special ??"  My answer quite frankly would be NO followed by YES. I have never known Harshi . and i will never get to know her . But that twitter feed burns me ..

Unfortunately rains never wet her cheeks but instead tears would have .

 Even if i havent known her, seen her or heard her . But for some reason untold i break down within. She never knew that it would be her last twitter feed . She never thought her trip to mangalore would end her dreams .She never knew that it was the last time she would see her friends.  She has got none to blame . In short she never saw it coming .

Boarding the Dubai-Manglore Air india Plane to attend her cousins marriage . She looked much forward to the rains .She couldn't ....

Life is sad when breath leaves only never to return back . It shocks me to know how granted i take things. Be it a simple ride back home or a journey across the seas . None can guarantee existence .

Its just a thought !! Do we value each second of our life ? I dont know whats in-store for me tomorrow.
But as said

 Tomorrow is future , Yesterday was past but today ?? it is a present . A gift that is given to you and you ought to be thankful for  it 

I cant find more words to add ..
God Bless You ALL

Another year passed by

May 4 .. Another birthday . 04/05/2010 was my 23rd birthday . I thank God for all he has done for the past 23 years ! It would be ideal if  i termed it as a roller coaster ride . Much gained .. Much lost . It was the dual faced coin of life . But through all i learned to look life in a different perspective . To thank God for every situation . To trust in God .
                    There is a lot to look forward too. But sometimes we are too busy clinging on to the door handle of closed doors . Why not jump in thru the open windows ! Crazy as it sounds .. You would never believe so as to how God works in life . Channel your faith trusting on God to work for you and he will definitely work . I am glad that i got the job . In midst of all the negative comments of friends and foes . relatives and strangers . God worked for me . Trust me on this

"The moment you are willing to jump out of the captivity of negativity its then that God's work   starts to manifest in your life "

So you need to pull yourself out of what people say or your circumstances say .. Stand up and reach out to God's work in your life ..

Time is his Perfection

Its been quite sometime since i have been back in here to blog and i guess the reason was cause i was waiting for time to unfold a testimony . After college i came over to UAE to get a job and people flooded my mind with negative frames of how difficult it was to get a job . well leave job alone .. they told even an interview call was impossible . "You need a Job then you need contacts " was the story all had to share . I admit that i was worried but deep down i had faith .

I remember during college placements when everyone around was going from one interview to the next they had possible doors of earning a Job all around . I was moved cause i was not eligible . Its then i remember praying for the first time " God give me a job in the company that interviews me first " I didnt realize how significant it seemed but i meant it and at times i used to keep praying upon it .. After coming here i didnt receive any interview calls . By all means it didnt surprise others but i was expecting something EXTRA ordinary from God .. But  it didnt happen right from the word go .
I took up to fast and the third day an interview call came up .. It meant a lot to me .. I went gave the interview but all that excitement died when they send back a mail after couple of weeks stating that they have chosen another .. This was followed by a week of turmoil within myself thats around mid to later March. .. If you read my previous entries then you would know what i mean ..
God opened doors for me once again and i was called in for a second interview and offered a Job ! All praise and glory be to God .. But now they had problems with issuing a Visa for me cause their visa quota was full .. I was worried but held onto the promises .. "A job in the company that i gave my first interview" . with a day left for me to leave back to india and still no positive news i didnt know what to expect .. But in impossibilities God works and Time is his Perfection .. with hours left for leaving to India . I got ma Employment Visa . Issued a return ticket 2 hours before the aircraft departed and re entered the country the same day !
For God perfects time in his hands .. Your uncertainties is not your worry !! Because He who framed time is willing to PERFECT TIME FOR YOU  .. All glory and Honour to God

Power of Prayer

For some yesterday the 30/03/2010 was just one day that went by .. and if not for what i have to say .. it would have been the same for me as well .. But i am thankful it was not so .. God had different plans for that Tuesday. a plan of hope for my darkness .. over the last couple of weeks i was so tormented deep down.. fighting a battle of hope .. Didn't know whom to share things with rather didn't want to share what i was going through to the anyone in the world.. On 29/03.2010 unplanned, someway, somehow i found some time in an usual conversation with mom and somehow my worries just came out from my mouth . Not that i felt any better sharing it with others for i had caved it all deep in myself .. prob like a turtle in its shell .. Its true that a mothers knows a sons heart and i know as she would sleep all she would do is pray for me all night long. i felt helpless but to let go but in all i knew My God was ALL KNOWING and held onto his promises . i went to bed thinking over all i had done for him in my life . praying and saying it out to God that i needed some sign because i found things getting difficult . i was lying down but i couldn't sleep .As time went by my brother came and slept beside .he brushed my hair probably cause he thought i was sleeping. I liked it like many do and didnt want him to stop . after a while i could hear him weeping .. i didn't turn to him cause i couldn't face him .. I knew those were tears of prayers. soon my heart was even more burdened and i felt so torn in knowing he was worried for me . tears ran down my cheek and i offered my cries to Jesus .I dont know when i slept .. all i knew was finding it difficult to find words to frame a prayer .. all i did was lay it down before God .. 

Yesterday i recieved two calls for interview . one from the company that said "Sorry we selected another " they wanted to invite me for a second interview and another for an organization that will be a dream for anyone..nothing is yet clear and laid down ..But i am sure its God who worked amidst all the impossibilites to open a door of hope . I dont know how much more i must thank God .. But trust me folks when you are on the verge of losing hope still dont give up .. Because its God who framed time and he holds you up when you have given all you have to him .. Prayer is something that words cant define its a source to tap in to the outer realm .. So dont give up even if your body and mind says to ... find strength in God

Hope ...

One's Hope .. one's dreams .. they can never be contained or limited.. You are the author of your hope .. You are the artist of your dreams .
Like me i believe many would love to dream .. to hope .. its something thats held close and nurtured .. something that renews and refreshes us .. Definitely its found in each and everyone of us .. its capable of shedding light to the darkest corners of life .. Hope in itself is a source of energy .. an answer to a heart thats lost in its world .
They sometimes are the only propellant that will drive one in the roughed up oceans of life .Even in the deepest sorrow you can lie down hoping and dreaming for a better tomorro..
Hope is the rudder that steers you at times ...

It bends .. It twists .. It sometimes hides .. but rarely does it break .. it sustains us when nothing else can

Sounds great doesnt it ??? But what to do when your hopes fade .. when your dreams vanish ... when
reality deals a cruel blow ... when you lost the rudder to the storms ... will ya give into the ocean ?? Today i feel like i lost the ruder , i feel like a person paddling the storms with a spread palm only pausing to realize that my paddle was swept away !! Not sure how much long will i have to paddle on  .. But deep down
i know i must not give in ... I feel terrible deep down ..
My only source of inspiration is my faith in God ,, My saviour .. I have been waiting on him and i know he will blow me to the shores a "tomorrow " as for now im pushing each day forward comforting myself saying there is a " better tomorrow"coming soon . Dont know when my mind will fail to be comforted by these same words ..
Heard bout the story of the fox that jumps for the grapes ! and then it resolves saying those grapes must be sour !! well for me my dreams are still far away from those leaps of a realization .. but my story is different ! i bind to say to myself that the next grapes i am gonna jump for is sweeter one than that i missed upon .. thats my hope .. and i am not going to let anyone steal that from me ..

To Live with your choices ...

In life there will be times you have to take decisions .. for some its a lot more frequent but for some a less frequent scale but certainly not avoidable ..
I have had my own share of decisions to be taken . At times its challenging to look back on all those decisions that one has made .. and at times i wonder how different my today would have been if i had opted for different choices to those decisions .
Would it have put me on a course of life all together different ?? i probably couldn't justify my answers even i would like too . True and definite there are decisions that i wish i chose were different . But ultimately i need to look into my present knowing my past cant be changed ..
Probably not only decisions , but words and actions .. from denial of a request to a simple nod of head to a promise .. all of them are polished decisions and choices of life that have been made and again will be made ...
I know like everyone else that i cant change the past .. neither can i take my words back or undo all i did or even retake those wrong decisions .And deep down i know all i can do is express my realization of all thats said and done .

to Learn In Variable Environment .. to LIVE in what i created ..

What you find around you is a reflection of your choices and decisions .. a product of what you did a "yesterday" ... You and Me ourselves are responsible for the environment we create around us ..

Why the name "the-frozenbreeze"

You want your blog to be personal and that would go the same for any individual . I brain stormed to get a name a phrase that i liked .And after a lot of tick-tock round the clock .. i could only channel onto breeze .. Its simply cause i love breeze .. I enjoy every moment a breeze runs across your face m the gentle touch , the sure yet enigmatic presence of a supernatural presence beside you ..
I dont know if its common for all but when i feel low and down within myself a simple breeze spreads a ray of hope for me .. And i cherish and savor on those very moments .. In my opinion is very true that emotions can never be held captive .. they are freely flowing forms of invisible energy . And as the very laws of physics state .. i sometimes agree to myself thinking it can be transfered from one person to other and probably cannot be formed or destroyed .. And i dont think you can capture emotions you could only do an attempt to depict it . neither can you capture breeze or wind , all you could do is harness them .. Those moments that ive cherished are like those breezes i enjoyed . i wish i could hold onto them more. ..
At the frozen breeze i try to do the same .. those moments that are worth an attempt in being captured i try to freeze them here in my blog !! my back ground !! THE FROZEN BREEZE